Sometimes, I wonder what it would be like to sleep with you.
Not sex, though that certainly would be momentous, unforgettable, and magical, but rather a sensual embrace, one that attempts to fully express a physical manifestation of my affection towards you, however short it might fall from my internal ideals. A period of time where you would lay your head on my chest, and I would stroke your hair in idle contentment, satisfied with the utter ”Oneness” of the moment, disregarding all past and possible romantic discordance for the simplistic joy of the ”Now” we share.

Sometimes, you are a psychological pillow without ever being aware of it.

A rule about me: simply because I am, act, or think a certain way, does not mean I expect anyone else to be, act, or think in that same way. I don’t hold other people to the same standards I hold myself to.

• A: Are you a virgin?
• Not since I was 16, no. My first girlfriend came up with the idea to skip favorites dance to lose our virginity in a hotel. I had an older friend to pick us up and get the room, so after being dropped off we ditched the dance, waited in the rain, found a hotel, and did the deed. I’ve only slept with 5 people, but I’ve had two very long relationships, so I think that makes up for it.
• B: 3 biggest pet peeves
• Arrogance, conceit, and a close minded attitude.
• C: Celebrity crush?
• Kat Dennings or Rosario Dawson (though they don’t in any way serve as the beginning or end of my preference range).
• D: If you could go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?
• I would’ve gotten help for my depression sooner, and focused more on figuring myself and my purpose in life out (if any).
• E: Do you smoke?
• Not tobacco, no. I smoked weed for over a year, but I recently quit (though an occasional indulgence wouldn’t hurt, I suppose).
• F: Do you drink?
• Socially, yeah. Very rarely do I drink alone. 
• G: If you had to rank yourself on a scale of 1 to 10, what would you be?
• This is kind of vague. Rank myself according to what? Looks? Intelligence? Social capability? I’d say I’m a 5, maybe a 6 in physical appearance, a 5 in intelligence, and a 4 in social capability. 
• H: Longest relationship and with who?
• My longest relationship was with my first girlfriend, which was from the beginning of my sophmore year, and for almost 5 years after that. It should have ended way earlier than that, but I was lazy, and feared for her as well (she had self harming issues, though I suppose that might be a cop out on my part). Not that her issues were the problem, we just weren’t compatible as people, and should have both realized that much sooner.
• I: 5 turn ons
• Lip biting, glasses, tattoos, long dresses (especially the floor length kind), and red lipstick.
• J: 5 turn offs
• Dead fish attitude (it takes two to tango), non-ass oriented slapping, fixation on one position (boring), and I can’t think of two more.
• K: What’s the biggest lie you have ever told?
• Saying that I didn’t love someone when I was really just depressed.
• L: Would you ever date someone of another race?
• I’ve actually never dated a white girl, so yeah.
• M: What is your sexual orientation?
• Heterosexual.
• N: Top 5 traits you look for in a person that you want to have a relationship with
• Independence, confidence, intelligence, humor, and (at least) occasional motherly tendencies. 
• O: Who are you crushing on right now?
• I’m trying to get my shit together before I inflict myself on another poor woman, to be honest.  
• P: Who is your bestfriend?
• My roommate, Rufus Sugarbeard Jenkins (clearly not his real name, but I call him Rufus).
• Q: Your guilty pleasure?
• I don’t really think you should feel guilty for anything you like, as long as you aren’t hurting anybody. I used to be embarrassed about things I liked in middle and high school, but fuck that. If you have such a big problem with something I’m into, cool, we don’t have to talk.
• R: Who was your first kiss?
• Lindsey, when I was 10. First french kiss too.
• S: Do looks matter to you?
• I think people should be with someone who they’re compatible with on physical, personal (chemistry and such), and ideological levels. So yeah, it’s important, but only as a third of the whole.
• T: What kind of underwear are you wearing?
• Black boxer briefs, Hanes brand. 
• U: How big is your penis or for a girl, how big are your boobs
• About 6 inches or so (average), I’m a grower not a show-er, and it curves to the left about 65-70% of the way down. I’m 5’7, so that seems pretty good for my size (to me, at least).
• V: How far have you gone?
• This one’s also pretty vague. I’m assuming it means sexually, so all the way. If it means distance-wise, I’ve never left the state, though I’m going on a trip to Florida for a week at the end of May. =]
• W: Do you like it when people play with your hair?
• I do, actually. It soothes me. I think that’s true for a lot of people, for some reason.
• X: Are you circumcised?
• Yep. Dunno, why, but I am.
• Y: Do you name your private parts?
• No, not yet. Maybe someday, who knows? =p
• Z: What are your three favorite blogs?
• MaidofMonsters (for the, you guessed it, monsters), zombievangelion (she has good taste in art, and a lot of the stuff I reblog comes from her), and ilovecephalopods (for the, you guessed it, cephalopods).